checking out the view

If you read my posts from yesterday and Friday, you know that we went to the Grand Canyon this past weekend.  We had a great time.  I won’t lie, there were some bumps in the road.  Those bumps were called zoloft and concerta, 2 new medications Emma was starting.  The big debate between Brett and I (actually not a debate, more like a discussion or a decision) was whether to start it before or after our trip.  We didn’t know how our trip to the Grand Canyon would go.  And we also had reservations at El Tovar to end the day.  It was going to be a long day, and the kids would be with us, of course.

We decided to try the medication on Friday.  We decided that it couldn’t hurt.  There was already a good chance her day would be off since there was no school on Thursday.  For the majority of Friday, she was dazed and a bit lethargic.  I learned that is called the seratonin effect.  She was so out of it that she spent the majority of the day in my classroom and then I took her home when I got off of work (talk about the benefit of working at their school!).

Fast forward to Saturday.  She was having mood swings.  Lots of them.  They made me very nervous.  The fear of taking an uncontrollable child to the Grand Canyon (aka the biggest hole in the earth) was very present.  She was to hold an adult’s hand at all times.  I didn’t want her close to the edge at all.  To sum it up, we made 4 stops on this tour that my brother took us on.  Her behavior was erratic during 2 of the 4 stops.  On the way to the last one, we had to bribe her to get some protein in her…cheese and ham slices.  It worked, spiked her blood sugar up, and she was golden.  We were able to watch the sunset in peace and quiet (oh yeah, except for the 4 year old who was whining).  Dinner at El Tovar went great.  No issues with her behavior, no issues with her eating.  She ate like a champ and sat quietly while the rest of us finished.  Not bad for a kid who’s used to eating dinner by 6:00 every night.

Okay, so here’s the big question: How do you enjoy the moment when your thoughts, concerns, anxieties are with your child?  Is it possible to focus on your children while you enjoy the day and the moment?  I don’t feel like I was fully able to savor the sunset at the Grand Canyon because I was a little nervous that my kids might run over the edge.  Just a little.   Have you ever been in a situation like this?  Perhaps you had your kids at a wedding.  Or on a special trip.  The circumstances are numerous.

How would you, or how did you handle it?

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